I have been extremely open and honest on my blog. I want this to be raw and real and I don't want to sugar-coat anything. So, I am going to tell y'all about the last few months leading up to my competition and about what I had to face...
As you all know, when I started this blog I talked a lot about my husband, Jud. I even wrote a few blog posts about him working out and his progress when I was training him. You may have noticed that my posts about him stopped a few months ago. Well, the reason for that is because we just recently went through a divorce. Just a couple of months before I was going to step on stage for my first competition, divorce papers were filed and Jud moved to Boston. Obviously, I'm not going to go into details as to why, but for all those wondering why I don't post about him and why my name changed back to Brittany Horton...now you know.
So needless to say, this year has been the hardest year of my life. When all that went down I wanted to quit. I wanted to hide in a hole and just give up, but you know what...that would have been the easy way out and my daddy taught me to NEVER take the easy way out. When something bad happens, you have 3 choices...You can let it define you, let it destroy you, or let it strengthen you. I don't go down without a fight. I put my faith in God and fought like hell to prove to myself that I am strong and I am capable of accomplishing anything I set my mind to.
People ask me why I'm so honest on my blog...well it's because I want people to know that I am human. I will never pretend to be someone I'm not or pretend like my life is perfect. I write this in hopes that I will inspire others...even if it's just one person. I'm here to tell you that no matter how hard life gets, you have to just keep the faith and know that things will get better. Feeling sorry for yourself won't get you anywhere. No matter how terrible your situation is, you have to find a way to rise above it. Put those gloves on and be a fighter!!!
I am SO GLAD I followed through with my goal. I have never felt so accomplished. Even though I didn't win 1st place, I felt like a winner. It was so amazing! I absolutely loved my first competition so much that I will be competing in Nashville in October. I am hooked! I will keep y'all updated on my progress for the next show! :) Thanks again for checking out my blog! XOXO
Yours in Health,
Brittany
